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  1. It's Friday !

    Friday, June 3, 2011

    Hi everyone! It's FRIDAY FRIDAY *the song of Rebecca Black(Friday) which is cute :). So how's your day guys?
    I came to school this morning to have my remedial test. And tomorrow would be the last day of school. Because I'm having holiday from the next day until 22nd of June when I have to take my report and SEE if I pass this grade. HAHA. Well thinking about holiday now is really great. But I would get bored after holiday. Everyone feel it too *I guest. :D
    Um .. I went to watch movie, Scream 4, last night. A great movie actually. But I'm just too coward to see the 'killing scenes'. Using kind of knife or whatever which is damn sharp, stabbing people one by one. Blood is everywhere, dying people, ahaa! It's damn scary. I know it was just a movie. Fake blood, fake dying people, fake knife and whatever. But it seems like watching them cutting a chicken or turkey or other kind of 'alive food'. Oh! Whatever. I'm a real stupid coward girl, I know *Shy. :D .And actually I prefer to watch kind of 'horror' movie where I can see the stupid ghosts flying and pulling human down the stairs *well now I remember the movie paranormal activity 2. HAHA. Ew. To be honest, watching horror movie is also make me scared . Every time, after finish watching kind of sadistic movie, when I walk out the theater, my feet is just like shaking softly and it's almost numb! Which means I DO really scared. HAHA . Um Well. Last night, is a great night. Super happy! :D:D
    Okay, I think I had type so much, so see you!

    VSO♥

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  2. Welcome June♥

    Wednesday, June 1, 2011

    안녕하세요 ! (an-niyong-ha-say-yo) -> Korean and it means HI ! :) Today is 1st June. New month new spirit new posting new changes(my blog view). HAHA. So what have you done today? It has to be something good to start,right? :)
    As you see, I changed my blog's view. I think simple is better. I get bored by using that template before. It's weird, I get bored so fast. I just changed that template about a couple weeks ago. Uh Whatever! So what do you think guys? Which one is better? Old or New one? I hope you like this new view. :) I don't know if you get bored to that old template too or not. HAHA
    Hmm. I've done my Math's remedial test and I have 2 more subjects left, later, on Friday and Sunday. I wish I could pass it faster and of course I don't wanna get bad score for those. Wish me luck so I can pass this grade to the next final grade of high school. I have so many plans to do. Well actually I can't wait to buy(*shopping) my school's thingy. YES! :)) Actually I saw a Bag yesterday, at a sport store, which *I think* can be used as school bag. It's freaking awesome! That type of bag is actually exists since years ago. Because I saw it so often at stores. But, now! I just realized it's really awesome. HAHA. It's Adidas :)
    Alright. enough for today. 안녕 ! (an-niyong) -> means 'BYE' too . :)

    VSO♥

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  3. It's Late

    Tuesday, May 31, 2011

    hello readers! Sorry for disappearing again. :D I told you before I was having such final examinations at school. 6 subjects, but I passed 3 subjects only :( pity me. Those 3 subjects which I hate the most! Math, Physics, and Chemistry of course. Fiuh. So I have to join the remedial test. Gahh!
    Now it's late at night (for me, ya it's late), 10:04 my computer's time. I hate having much problems before going to sleep. Ya I mean, can we straighten out problems before going to sleep? Well I just need to hear something like "It's alright honey. We're not supposed to fight like this. We used to be fun and nice. Forget this stupid thing. I won't did it again. Just go to sleep now. Meet me in your dream honey. I love you. So much!". Then everything is fine! And I can sleep well too! ERGH Whatever! There isn't anything right for now. Everything's going wrong. Why I should struggle into this hard life? Well it's actually a gift. Life's a gift.

    VSO♥

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  4. Execution Day!

    Tuesday, May 24, 2011

    Hello readers! I'm suddenly disappeared for 4 days, I know. I did tell you that I'm having exam, didn't I? Well, exam started from 23rd until 30th May. 1 week full! And after that we're having the remedial exam for those who won't pass the first exam (seems like will be the one of them who won't pass :D). 3 days passed so I have 3 more days to face this stupid examination.FIUH! How about you guys?
    I realized that postings without pictures or images or photos are so YUCK! But don't blame me, blame my stupid camera's USB which has disappeared since a year ago! Oh, it's frustrating. Really need a memory plug-in. :( I have so many photos to share you. So bad I can't do it now. Hmm. I have no idea to typed any kind of topic to right. So enough for today.

    Have a great day!

    VSO♥

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  5. Peace?

    Saturday, May 21, 2011

    hey! :) I have no mood to type too much. I dunno what's happening. My mind, it's getting wrong or what. But I'm feeling totally bad. A real bad feeling.
    I don't really understand what's going on with me, her, and them. They're just making everything worst. Stop blaming each other. I realized it was just a misunderstanding. Then, some people make it really worst. After that they're just blame another people, again. What's wrong with you? Actually there's nothing wrong with us. It's YOU. Hm .. I can just forget those sh*t things, until I heard something really unforgivable thing. (still I call that people as THEY/THEM) They said that my boyfriend is just a bad guy or whatever. HELLO? I know who he is. I know much better than THEM. Please, what's actually on their mind? They think by saying like that I will no longer trust him(my boyfriend)? Sorry it won't work! It's none of your business actually. Come on, just take care on your own problem. You don't have to take care mine. You're just too "KIND(?)" you know?*I doubt that "KIND(?)" HAHA. 1 thing they should know "I know which one is right and which one is wrong. This is my life and please let me live my life as what I want or as what I think. If later I fall or suffer or anything, I won't come to ask your help or sympathy from you". Stop ruining my life. You should give it a rest. Don't you feel tired?Fiuh. Please let me live in peace. I don't want this kind of life. Full of hatred, misunderstanding, clutter and wtv. Just live in peace, can I?

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  6. Examination?

    Friday, May 20, 2011

    Hey guys. How are you doing? :) Well today's not much different from yesterday. But I've learnt to love every days I have. Hm. Problem, it hasn't end yet *sigh. Really wish everything could end up happily. I don't want any bad feelings that would always stay in our mind. Examination is coming, so please I don't want any useless thoughts disturbing my concentration *even I won't really study for it. HAHA.
    Well those examination is totally killing me. I can't imagine how I will do those 3 subjects. urgh. Just wish for some miracles, and friend's kindness. :D
    Umm. I don't have anything else to type today. Sorry :( I would share much tomorrow or later :D Promise !
    Good night

    VSO♥

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  7. Hola !

    Thursday, May 19, 2011

    Hola ! how's your day? Depressed? Sick? Happy? *common thing. Well I feel quite great today. I won't think too much anymore. I get a point. If they don't even respect me as friend, so what? And if they keep on talking bad things behind, so what? If they wanna end this friendships, so what? I tried to respect them(pretend that I call that people as *them), but at least I didn't get anything but bad reputation they brought. ergh. Stop talking about them.
    Okay, still discussing about 'friendships'. I love to have many friends. Being enemies is just so sick for me. Hate it the most. Make me tired. Don't you think this is annoying? Hmm. I still have so many friend instead. :p . Let me share something about my classmates. *girl classmates. I like them since the first time I entered that class (I have shared about this before, I think). But some problems make us not too close to each other. I realized that's because we don't know each other. You know, we can't judge people when we don't even know them. It's totally right! And still I like them, so much. I'm just too coward to move forward. Someone told me that I have to join them and have chats with them. I really want to. But I don't have any confident to do it. I'm .. honestly I'm afraid. Haha . But now I'm getting close to some of them. Not all, just some. That makes me really happy*sounds stupid, but I do. They're really kind,friendly, cute, pretty and awesome! Well I hope we can get closer and closer. Gotta tell you headway soon! :D

    VSO♥

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  8. Complicated

    Wednesday, May 18, 2011

    hello guys. How are you doing? Fine? I hope all of you are doing fine today. Hmm. So bad I'm not good today. Everything happened just out of my mind. Seems like everything is driving back to 2 years ago. The hardest time, when everybody pretended that I was nothing, no one talked to me, no friends sat next to me or had chats with me. I'm having feeling those things would happen, again.
    Well I don't understand why everybody keeps on blaming me. I tried to do my best for other people, but at least they said that I'm a destroyer, a vandal. Can you imagine you friends, your best friend say that you're a destroyer and also vandal? Well, I have never imagine but I feel it! It's damn hurt! :( They just see me like I'm an evil.
    I wonder why I never get any good story in my whole life? I used to be childish but I try to change it. Really need to stop crying in front of people. I really need some energy or power to do it. But I can't. It proves that I'm too weak. I would like to be strong. I act like I'm strong in front of everybody. But I can't deny, I'm totally weak.
    Sometimes, life is just too hard. To be honest, I'm coward. Life is never flat. When we're getting older, problems come without any single stops. Like : Life is just like the sea, storms everywhere. When you sail farer and farer to the center, bigger storms will hit you.
    Enough for complaining my life. How bad or worst it is, it's still my life, mine.
    Good Night Everyone .

    VSO♥

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  9. I'm Back !

    Monday, May 16, 2011

    I'm finally back, sitting in front of my computer, and typing sh*ts here. Miss me? HAHA. After leaving my blog for almost 4 months, I decide to keep update more often since today. *promise. Do you see something different in this blog? Ya, I changed many things last night. Do you like it? Well I hope yes.
    This 4 months gave me so much experience and stories that I can't type it all here. But overall, my stories lately is just.. complicated but it's great and unforgettable. Well a couple months ago, I moved to my new sweet home which is COOL and COMFORTABLE and LOVELY. I will share you some photos about it later, not now, why? because I lost my camera USB and I don't have any kind of things that could be used to read that camera memory. Actually that memory can be plugged in my Notebook. BUT ! another trouble is: my notebook is broken(damaged) which is ANNOYING. I can't online using my notebook anymore. Daddy doesn't allow to fix it. He said I will broke it again. urgh. :( I hate using computer (PC). But it's okay . Well back to my new house. I was having trouble *again* after moved here. Well I forgot about something. I didn't think about the internet connection before , I didn't put any internet line here ! So after moved here, I lived without internet for almost 1 months until at least I bought a MODEM to use. ThankGod. :) . Umm I love my bedroom. It's pretty cute. Actually I wanted a Classic-Bedroom. But dad asked the interior designer to make it Minimalist. At least, It's not bad at all.
    Hhm. I have 6 more days free before exam. FINAL EXAM ! I don't have any idea how I will pass my math, chemistry, and physics exam. :( uh. frustrated. So how about you guys? Hope we can pass this final exam and move forward to the last grade of senior high *in Indonesia* :)

    VSO♥

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  10. DONE !

    Tuesday, January 18, 2011

    well I'm here again . stupid girl who keep on typing stupid things here .
    I can't think . anymore . I'm blank . I look like a crazy ppl now. really . I can't keep my anger now and see !! I'm a monster !. the most stupid monster ever !. who always hurt herself and now she's dying .
    I don't BELIEVE ! I will never could BELIEVE those facts ! ohh . I'm totally hurt ! . I HATE YOU I HATE HER I HATE HIM I HATE THEM . AND I HATE MYSELF THE MOST !!.
    maybe you will think that I'm really crazy now but I really need to pray " GOD TAKE ME ! I'M WEAK AND I CAN'T EVEN SOLVE MY OWN PROBLEMS . I QUIT ! I GIVE UP ! "
    everyone here is just evils !! YOU ALL ARE TOO CRUEL YOU KNOW ??. I DON'T KNOW THAT I'VE DONE ! what make you hate me ?. you don't know me so please don't judge me . do I look like a BITCH for you all ??. ohh !. my tears ! they have never come out for so long .. but recently they have to drop like rain !!. YOU'RE TOO CRUEL ! REALLY ! YOU ALL !

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  11. N.U.M.B

    Sunday, January 16, 2011

    my heart my brain my feeling , they're numb . I feel nothing . what I can do is just introspecting myself . am I really doing bad ?. I've never think he can did and said something like that to me . I can't . I can't believe it . I was shocked . really shock *sigh
    this morning . I woke up quite late . almost 10 a.m .. I'm afraid to face my own life . I'm coward . I know .. everyone asked me 'what's going on with you ?' 'what happened' . and I answered ' it was just a nightmare !' ' I have a really bad dream ' .. ya stupid answer . HAHA . wtv . I don't care ..
    I felt like I really don't wanna open any online stuffs after reading those tweets . why that have to be the way to make me jealous ?. tweeting another girl(s) I don't like . am I ego ?. but think !. if I do that thing to another boy . he must be so mad . but why he didn't think about this too ??.
    I'm not a patient , aggressive or perfect girl . I'm not as smart as them . I'm not as pretty as another girls he loved . I'm not as good as what he wants . and those are why I need him . need him to make me comfort . to make me feel that I'm perfect . but what I feel now is : I'm stupid . I'm not pretty at all . I'm bad , never be good enough for him .. I think so hard last night .. what I did ??. why he accused me on everything ? he pointed me . and he was so rude . argh . he made me afraid . huh . stop discussing about that .
    I decided to smile and laugh every time . WHY ? bcs I don't want anyone knows my stupid life . my misery life . if I act sad everyday , that must be so YUCK ! I laugh to hide everything . and it works . everyone says that my life is the most interesting life ever !. what ? HELLO ??. I'm happy to hear that one actually .
    honestly I need to share my stupid sad stories to him . share my sadness and anything else . but seems like . IMPOSSIBLE . he won't understand :'(

    enough for complaining my life . my powerlessness .
    GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE !

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  12. H.A.T.E !

    Saturday, January 15, 2011

    huh . I'm turning badmood now . after reading some shit stupid tweets !. huh . honesty I don't understand what's going on between me and him .. what does he want and others . everything makes me going crazy . I'm feeling bad now . well I have sooo many things that I can't explain to ANYone . I just found no way about how to explain . kinda stupid right ? yaa . I'm stupid . everyone is trying to make me stupid and crazy . lol . :'(
    okay pretend that I tell all things to him , to them . do they wanna understand it ?. come on . life's not as simple as what we imagine . I know .
    I never know that he could do something like this . to me . argh stop talking about that . my tears flow like tap water right now . I cant type anything else . keyboard is totally wet ,

    good night everyone .

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  13. now what ??

    Tuesday, January 11, 2011

    ya I'm here again . I'm bad today . I got fever , cold and etc . really need to sleep soon . but not before I share some things to you guys . maybe my body shows what my heart feels now . BAD .
    ohh . could anyone help me ?. I don't know what's wrong with me again ?. everyone treats me so bad including him *I feel it . well let me write out the point .. to everyone : don't trust me then If you think you can't trust me . I will no longer beg or force you to trust me . I feel like stupid keep on begging everyone to be kind on me . IF you wanna treat me bad , talk something bad about me , don't wanna trust me or what . just continue on doing that ones . I'm tired . really tired .
    I wonder , what would you do if seeing me dying ?. oh come on ! no one will cares about it *exclude my family . I think everyone really wanna watch the time when I will cut my veins , blood everywhere , pale face of mine , and then heart stop beating .. that's what you all want ?. someone ANSWER ME !

    good night everyone

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  14. HURT !

    Thursday, January 6, 2011

    unreliable .unfaithful .liar .bad temper .fierce and wtv . are those all things inside your mind about me ??? it's hurt . really hurt . these things are really driving me crazy . could you stop thinking something bad about me ?. oh . I'm out of words .
    I found no words to describe how much I miss you . how much I love you . how much I need you . exactly I'm the one who ego or you ? I must be ME !. ya I know .

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  15. Bad

    Tuesday, December 14, 2010

    I don't have chance to tell what I'm thinking of . that's the problem . he keep on thinking something bad about me . he really made me scared . his face his voice his gaze . well just pretend that I'm bad, everything is my fault , *if that could make him happy and always smiles . I'm trying so hard to be what he wants . but I can't . I know I'm not as perfect as those smart , pretty girls .
    I'm feeling so bad every time I enter the class . everyone stares at me . and I know they're thinking something bad about me inside their heads . what did I do ??. could anyone tell me ?. I'm STRESSED ! really . and inside that class when he's close to his friends(especially girls) , seems like he's soooooo far from me .

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  16. 26 Nov 10

    Friday, November 26, 2010

    today , there was an exam , HISTORY! . I hate it . too many stories to read . :( . in fact , I didn't study and I did my exam quite good . HAHA . I just write anything I like . :D .
    and yesterday , it was an annoying day . huhh . he didn't want to talk to me . I dunno what's wrong . then last night he told me that he was BAD MOOD . :-| . honestly , I felt like I was BURNT that time . how I hate it when every time he tells me that he is BAD MOOD and he doesn't talk OR smile OR sit next to me !. Grr !!. seems like he is not in mood to be close to me, right ?. :( . I learn something , I know how to handle this . BUT it's hard . really . so should I get used to his MOOD ?. ohh . it's a nightmare . if somehow he does it again , what should I do ?. keep smiling to him and try to talk to him first . it's really not me . I'm not kinda agressive girl or what either a romantic girl . I always want a boy to start everything first . not me . but ya , I should get used to him .I mean his MOOD . I love him . really . so I have to love everything he has . :)

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  17. SICK !

    Thursday, November 18, 2010

    well . I'm getting sick of these stuffs . I really need to be understood and trusted . that's all . I explained the same thing for thousand times . but it's really useless .! I know JEALOUS is a common thing. n I DO too .! when he played or talked with some girls*well I hate them , I felt like BURNT !. shit . but I tried really hard to understand it . I keep on thinking positively . and keep telling myself that he loves me . that's the reason I could always SMILE to him every time I was jealous . I feel proud of myself about that . :D and I always wish he could be like that too . :) .
    .. oh . forget it . I'm facing such exams lately . and I got a bad score for mandarin . I hate it , you know . how can I memorize hundreds words written by stupid scratches*I dunno what it called . HAHA . and next week the worst subjects ever (maths , physics , chemistry ,etc) will haunt me !. well I wish I can get answers from some kind friends . HAHAHA !. these exams just make me stressed !. I HATE exams . :(
    enough for today . see you next time . :)

    - P

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  18. >.<'

    Saturday, November 6, 2010

    oh . I miss posting something stupey here .
    it has been 4 months ! 4months !
    haha :D . sorry

    well . I passed my life just like before : a lil bit boring , much fun , lazy n wtv . what about you guys ? :D . oh ya !. now I'm a 2nd grade of sh's student !oh . it's driving me crazy . I hate to be older and older :( . yea let's change to another topic . I'll spend so much money lately !. 3 of my friends having their birthdays so close one to another . I have to save my money . MUCH !. haha .
    today is 6th NOV 2010 , Saturday . I went out to have my dinner with my sistas . I ate pizza just now . quite great . it rained !. so I cant went out to another place(s) anymore . it's quiet cold this night . I love it .
    it's time to go to my dreamland . my boyfriend is waiting for me there . haha
    good night !. sleep tight everyone !

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