My World

ya I'm here again . I'm bad today . I got fever , cold and etc . really need to sleep soon . but not before I share some things to you guys . maybe my body shows what my heart feels now . BAD .
ohh . could anyone help me ?. I don't know what's wrong with me again ?. everyone treats me so bad including him *I feel it . well let me write out the point .. to everyone : don't trust me then If you think you can't trust me . I will no longer beg or force you to trust me . I feel like stupid keep on begging everyone to be kind on me . IF you wanna treat me bad , talk something bad about me , don't wanna trust me or what . just continue on doing that ones . I'm tired . really tired .
I wonder , what would you do if seeing me dying ?. oh come on ! no one will cares about it *exclude my family . I think everyone really wanna watch the time when I will cut my veins , blood everywhere , pale face of mine , and then heart stop beating .. that's what you all want ?. someone ANSWER ME !

good night everyone