My World

Now i have a question. Do you believe in fate? Do you think everything in our life has been fated? Is your soulmate has been fated? Do you believe that people could be meant to be or not meant to be?
Well i am getting crazy thinking of these. I never get what i want. Things never be as way i want it to be. I am such a failure. Everything i do just ends up useless. Am i not good enough for anyone? Am i really that bad? No one could accept me like the way i am. No one feels happy for having me. No one feels blessed because of having me.
Is it my fate to be fooled and being threw away like trash by everyone?
TELL ME IS IT MY FATE?????

That feeling of hearing the person you love 's voice. No matter how the situation is, whether that person is yours or not. I think the feeling is just undescribeable. Don't care how the situation is, don't care how a couple fight hard. When you secretly call s/he, and they answer but you just keep silent, focus on the voice, don't care how they respond, you'll have that kind of feeling like calming yourself down and, you smile. Sounds stupid. But yea it's truth!

Goodnightworld ❤

I never could imagine this thing would happen. I couldn't find him anywhere. Anywhere! I search around and everywhere. He's not there. Well i really have to admit it's impossible for me to live alone. Without him. It's just impossible.
I chatted a guy last night. Oh my god he was suck! Such an arrogant and cold creature. I was just reading the texts, the chats, but every word he typed, every words i read, they stabbed me to the heart! Exactly to the heart. I just read, not heard directly. How could words broke me like this? Or maybe i was just too sensitive. Idk
I am so sick of this. This life. It's suck!! I need him. I don't know how things would become like this. He's like my encouragement. He's the one think about every morning once i open my eyes. The feeling i get, that he's mine, that he's there and always be there. Those feelings remind me how lucky i am for having him. He's the best thing God ever gave me after He gave me my family. He's a gift comes from God after i complained about my shitty life before he came. He lighten up everything. He gives me reason to smile every morning. But things change now. He's suddenly disappear. Please God please. Take him back next to me. Please

Have you ever feel of caring someone a lot or we could say it 'over-care' maybe? You care too much on someone. But they take it as an annoyance. Like we are too too toooo over-react. Let me ask you now. Is it bad? Or is it a wrong? Well okay, maybe you'll answer 'actually it's annoying'. I know it is. Sometimes it is annoying. But think positive please. We care because we're afraid of losing you. And why ppl can become over-protective *or what*? because you've done something wrong before. Girls, they would become an over-protective, because boys had done her wrong before, so she's trying her best to not to let it happen again, and transform into a very over over over in EVERYTHING!
I'm done with the blablablaa. Hahaha. I've been complaining about my life lately. Not good! Don't copy my bad habit!

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