My World

well . first word to type . SHIT !. I dunno what's going on with me or with him . everything he complained or he talked about , it just seems like he doubt me . he has never trusted me at all . even he keep saying that he does, I know that he's lying. you know , I HATE it so much . or those all things are really my fault . every time we started to argue, I just feeling like ' I'm stupid , it's my fault , I'm really bad , I've never done anything good '. but I decided to not to cry for something like this . I hate tears !. I look really bad when I cry*trust me . I look at my self like looking at a monster !. I'm really bad tempered you know. I can throw ANY thing that is close to me .*really HAHA . what a bad day . BUT I have never been really mad after arguing with him . he can make everything like before , melt my anger just in simple way . but I love it . haha .*I'm not gonna tell you what he usually does . :P
hmm . tomorrow I'm going to hang out with some beloved friends . HAHA . but the problem is : I dried > POOR !. oh it's the biggest problem ever ! :D . hope mom and dad kindly give me some money for me to go shopping tomorrow . our plan tomorrow is : having lunch at the SEOUL GARDEN . I'm so happy about that . :)
well I have nothing to share anymore . tomorrow I'm going to update again and add some weekend photos . :) promise . see you

- P