My World

This has been 2 days. I have been like this since 2 days ago. Keep on day-dreaming, missing things, worrying feelings and praying that time will fly as fast as possible. I realized i have been living in dreams lately. I can't keep this emotional feeling. It just comes itself without control.
Waiting. This is too torturing. I hate waiting. But this time i'm sure going to wait. The problem is i afraid everything will just useless at the end. Okay i wish this time would work well. I wish it would worth it.
tonight. It's just as bad as yesterday. Distance is.. Torturing. Ya it's torturing. In this situation, the most torturing is, you don't know whether they miss you as much as you do, or not. We feel so tortured, how about them? Yes i am getting crazy and my mind is going.. BOOM!

Good night ❤

" time passes, but wound never heal "
I wish time was an eraser. Erasing things we don't want to remember as the time goes on. So life would be much better

Have you ever heard this quote "You don't always get what you want" ? Well I heard this quote thousand times already. And I do agree this is right. Everybody experienced it of course. I did too.

Hmm I believe everyone has a dream for their future. I have too. *finally* haha. But things don't go like I want them to be. Like they're going wrong way that I don't even recognize. I wish things went right. But no one could understand what I want. OKAY this is life. Then tell me should I learn things I don't like in a 'whatever' university for the next 4 years? Just spending money at the canteen and go shopping after the class finish? Oohh que sera sera what ever will be will be. The future's not ours to see. Que sera seraaa hahaha

Keep on being what you are and do things you want. Be thankful of everything you got. Nothing lasts forever. Accept REALITY